Wednesday, 9/6~KDE & Sunday, 13/6~K

I know I really late to update -.-|
But since I had make it half way..just finish it XD

A day before that,
Taufu said will bring along his bro to come along...
But on that day, he can't even make it ._.|

Left 5 people: Den, Jack[WXH], Alex, Joshua & me
4 of us met up @ Cahaya LRT Station...
then we go to Galaxy Ampang to buy some food & drinks there after met up with Joshua~
Take taxi to KDE~~
Joshua the Mr. Clumsy, said he brang all his bros & his member card along but he only found his & 1 of his bro's member card...
Last time he just brang his own member card zzz
So some of us need to pay >.> [rm15]
1 locker 5 people share -.-|
Go play golf 1st xD
We're still kinda new to it except that rich jerk Joshua aka our "coach" XD

After that, go play badminton/table "dennis", I mean tennis XD
Alex & Dennis teach me play badminton ><|
Take a rest go see how's Joshua & Jack, playing table tennis
WTF keep on smash -.-| they say they practising smash!!

Back to the locker room & have a change ~
GO swimming ~!!
Though me & jack don't know swim...
Fun though XD
Get injured on knee -,-| damm Dennis T_T
Alex brang ball & water gun lols~

Few hours later.......
Back to the locker room, went to jacuzzi
Jack & Joshua go sauna then we 3 talk bout' secret stuff XD

Rainning...
Can't get a cab @@

At last found it...
He offer us RM15 to Cahaya there -.-
Dude we came here less than RM10 somemore...
Fine it's raining~

Can't find mamak stall to eat...
Creepy place -.-|
Go Galaxy Ampang eat & play pool XD

Before went to LRT station go lend book from friend who live nearby...

O.o|
@ chapter 6 now...
I think I haven't reach half of it yet XD

Creepy friends, dirty minded XD
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Sunday 13/6
JK ask me go karaoke~[lobak, mei ling, YK, me & JK]
I go meet up with Yu Keen @ Time Square 1st due to I don't have handphone, they can't find me T-T

Go RedBox~

JK still sad on the handphone he chose XD

Muahahaha~ Solo Wedding Dress & Can't let you go even if I die...
Mei ling keep trying to turn off the audio & see whether I really able to sing it anot XD

order Fish & chip
total-RM 23 included taxes @@

I'm broke ~!

Father's day?

Father's day nothing special to me,
Tonight will going back to celebrate with grandpa...

Though they were lost contact with us...
My sister called them to come over our place[they don't know we moved]
I will explain what happen to my sister soon...

Some of my aunts came over & try to help out...
So they reconnected with us @@

I missed them though they were not giving a hand out when we were in trouble...


Haiz...


Father's day, looking on the others,
envy them that they got such a nice father...

at least not like mine....
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Quick post~

Sorry for didn't clean up the mess for nearly two weeks~ =p
Alright, I was trying to tell you all bout' how busy I was @ the holiday xD
Still haven't finish...
I'm sure will be a super long post ever xD
Busy spend rest of my holiday well @ gaming =p

Holiday is going an end ._.
My folios,
I didn't even think bout' it...
Didn't start History folio though it's should be passed up during exam but I will pass up the week after holiday [Getting a lower mark for sure]

Oh yeah~ the book I newly reached chapter 3 lols
Oh yeah~FIFA...
I only watched the match Argentina VS Nigeria...
Both team goalkeepers are awesome, poor Messi can't net once xD
I don't have Sports package so I really depends on free broadcasting channels...
But mostly broadcasting @ 2:30AM live ._.||
Don't wanna become panda, but I will if it's Final match xD

Support Brazil, Spain & Argentina
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What's wrong with you these days?
You looks weird to me,
You kept on saying you were nothing, but the more you said so, the more I getting worry...
Cheer up, kay?
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I'm sicked of believing, giving a damm on you guys,
You guys were just using me,
Why I'm being so helpful for? People just using me...
I don't even know how to write the word, "friend" anymore....
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Confusing what is real....

Oh crap, damm Farihah I hate you...
Gotta cut my hair soon,
Damm it, you aren't discipline teacher,
Don't you try to hold us up....
YOU JUST CAN'T....


Sorry if any grammar mistaken =X

EXAM & Friday-YELL IT LOUD~*choking*

EXAM is over @ Thursday~
All subject study at the eleventh hour XD

History-yet still my weakest subject, might be fail ._.
Science-Great, lots of form 1s...
Waste too much time studying dumb eyeball stuff, end up forgotting F2 Chapter 4..-.-|
BM-P2 Novel can't remember well cause' study @ Last minute XD
English-Oh crap 29/40...~
A lot of answers is just close ._. & lots of em' that I get wrong is I changed answer -.-|||
Maths-Err, nothing tough for me, just that few questions I forgot the formula XD
Sivik-Waste time....
Moral-1 & half an hour wasted ._. ... should separate between Islam & Moral...
Art-Waste time too, I lazy to draw stuff seriously
Last time I get the same mark with a Malay that just complete painting & drawing...
Even I had tones, no extra marks...bullshit...
So I just choose most easy-Corak[Garisan] XD
KH-Hmm...still okay...
Chinese-@ Essay part, I chose the 1st,
I didn't count the amounts of the words cause' I just finish 5 minute before passing up, but I counted until Half of the 2nd paragraph, it's reached 100+ @@
1st time wrote so many, maybe I had write it out all my feelings ><
A lot of words I don't know how to write, my chinese is pretty weak ><
Geography-Jamri is nutz, he asked us to memorize every single area's kegiatan & the area is whether padat, sederhana or jarang...
Although Malaysia is a small country, it still WAY TOO MANY TO MEMORIZE, YOU NUTZ!
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Friday,
SMKDL celebrate Teacher's day
But I "P"~!!
I tell my mother: friday no need to go to school~I go out with friends
:Why?
:teacher's day...
:huh? teacher's day not compulsary one?
:aiyar, nothing to do also...

Wished to back to my primary school, Tsun Jin...
But lots of friends @ Morning session/still having exam ._.
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Friday~!!
11am, Went to Times Square...
with alex, dennis, JK, Jack[wxh], the lil' monk, tze jian & jian yong...

Met them up @ arcade there...
They me that just now got salesman doubt that the lil' monk is Tze Jian's brother lols....
He sure didn't knew that we were same age lols

Go buy tickets, watch Prince of Persia @ 1230...
Before that, I accompanied den to buy wax o.o|
Met up with them again @ bowling there, they playing pool...

I just saw alex & jack when we reached there o.O|
Alex & Jack told me that they saw The Doggy there playing bowling with 2-3 other friends...
He said that few of em' joined the dog to play bowling.....
Gosh, you guys just frustrating me...
You, you & you...
WHAT DID YOU GUYS TOLD ME?
I hate him de lah~ bla bla bla...
But today you joined him to play bowling...
Ridiculous~!

12:35~!! lols...luckily it started when we found our seats XD

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Some of us said it's kinda boring, cause' they just not paying attention on it instead they were over-excited for karaoke lols...
It's pretty nice that the main character[forgot his name lols] like the Karate Kid which going to release soon...
Cause' he like learned some things from Jackie Chan...
Jump here jump there...@@

2pm++
Walk to Sg. Wang[GreenBox]...
Walk here walk there to find a lift ._.|
@ GreenBox queuing, found something interesting near the cashier there...
It's a height measurement with 1.4m mark which used for kids to measure to enter the karaoke for free!!
Exactly the lil' monk achieved it with 1.4m mark just right above his head LOLS
No rooms available ._.
Change place~! >> LowYat[RedBox]
Asked people @ there, keep on misleading us...
3pm+ Found it,
I told that @ the basement there but got a stupid dude mislead me to 2nd floor...
Seriously choking due to the carpark seems newly painted...
Student price: RN9 per person instead of RM24~! Holiday & weekends are exception ><
Due to student price, each person can order 2 drinks @@

Starting I weren't enjoying because they choose all Jay Chou's -.-| [3 Page also Jay Chou]
You guys just simply choose, even you don't know ._. then just skip it ._.
Tank, Jay Chou... -.-|
Totally don't know any of their songs XD
I were thinking to pick a few of Korean songs XD
All ask for "Gee"...
Then when the songs start...
Alex just simply sing & act sissy voice instead making me puke, can't stop laughing & can't sing~
Dennis, Alex... don't know, nobody accompany, I don't want to solo XD
I borrowed Lil' monk/Alex's phone to online with free Wi-Fi provided =p
Bluffed @ my Facebook saying that using my new handphone to online lols
Some of my friends believed it lols...
But badly JK, Alex & Den go expose me when they went home ._.|
Then, Linkin Park & Westlife XD
When "Faint" music plays, didn't even start the vocal, all gone wild...
But damm Alex skip it ._.
End it with few MayDay's song... XD
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1st time went Karaoke, enjoyed though...
Tze Jian, monk...
Izit that feel shy to sing ? ._.
Like never heard that one of you sing...

Den, Jian yong & me went to Subway to eat dinner...
Crap I misunderstood the signboard,
Sub of the Day, RM7.50 just for the sandwish not included drinks ><
Tastes good but not enough for me >.<
Haiz~McD still the best XD
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This is not a boring holiday, it's a busy holiday indeed ._.
Last friday, mentioned above...
Yesterday went to *ahem hem hem, cough cough*
Tomorrow going to KDE, hope that Joshua will lend me his brother's member card if not I'm gonna broke @ just the first week of holiday!!
Entrance fee RM15 nia, not expensive to you guys but it's to me!! I'm broke enough ><

Also going to Karaoke again, but haven't confirm bout' the date...
I will ask for the Carrot couples ASAP...
Please be patient, my dears XD

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Never had my attention on 2AM[4-members male Ballad band] & Taeyang,
Now I like them very much XD
MixPod added: Wedding Dress, Where U At, Look Only At Me
All by Taeyang~

Trust me, they are different than others Korean artist that are famous on dance songs, vocal keep on repeating...
They aren't...
Their songs are nice even without dance moves or watching @ the MV...

songs & feelings ._.

*PS: Got a part editted @ 10:25, 30 May

Do you really want to hurt me?
Why are you doing this to me?

The stories regarding your other men
The stories regarding your behavior
I tried to ignore and pretend that I didn't hear but
The way you act when you are intoxicated
The way you smile at my friend
Change it, stop it
Even though, I tell you many times...

You say "I'm so sorry" only for that moment,
You say "I will change" only for that moment
My heart is pain. It hurts but I can't help but repeating

I did you wrong,
Your words were so sweet that I didn't realize you were playing me with your words everyday
Baby you, breaking my heart
Baby you, hurting my heart
I want to stop this
I know this is wrong
But I keep going back to you

Baby, you and I like a bad popular song
I'm crying inside but I force to smile like a clown

Yes!
My heart and body go astray
I am such a fool with no pride that
although I was decieved by love,
I wipe my tears & just go back to you knowing that this is wrong
The fact that I'm a toy that you played and threw away
Make my feelings unbearable
But why? Why? WHY? WHY!
Today I'm a clown that smiles in front of you again

I was wrong-2AM
Part of the lyrics,
I didn't write out the chorus repeatly XD...
It describes my feeling right now...
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I don't know why I'm lying to you again,
I'm sorry...
Maybe I'm afraid to let you know my feelings, what I think...
Cause' I got no rights...
To stop you doing this or that...

I like the way you are,
I also hate that's the way you are somehow...[You breaking my heart]
The way you act like when you're intoxicated...

I don't wanna faking with my smile anymore,
Actually that I'm crying inside...
I'm such a fool with no pride

*Editted part
I don't know whether you realise why I'm doing all this, have a feeling like this...
All this I've been doing may sounds foolish...
But that's my way.......................
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Even though I'm young,
Pain is still the same
Just because I don't know well the world
Doesn't mean I don't know pain

Why did you lie?
Saying it will be alright?
This broken heart,
how can it be easily heal?
How can I live without you, thats why I

I can't let you go even if I die,
How can I let you go?
If you're going to go, if you're going to leave, so fix my heart
So that I can live without any pain
If you don't do this,
I can't live at all,
I can't let you go even if I die

No matter how much you push me away
I will hold onto you until the very end
So that you can't go anywhere else

If you're really going to go,
So lie
Let's meet each other tomorrow
And so, let's smile when we see each other
And say you were joking about our break
Otherwise I,
I can't let you go even if I die

We spent so much time together
How can I live by myself now?
I can't do it,
I can't!

I can't let you go even if I die..
I really can't let you go...

Can't let you go even if I die - 2AM
Part of the lyrics,
I didn't write out the chorus repeatly XD...
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There came a crossing on the road,
If only there were sign to show me which direction I should go,
I live my life with no regret...
It hasn't caught up on me yet~

I wonder as you walk through the door
Are you gonna hurt me some more
Never took you for the kind
Who would play up on my mind

Tell me what are you looking for
I can't play your games anymore
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Songs that describe my feelings, my mood right now...

._.| let me yell once more

I'd knew you for so many years,
yet we still same school though not same class...
I don't know why you still didn't change your backstab & "missile" skills...
That's why I rather I trust a friend that I might just knew for months!
Listening to you, you just keep on backstabbing...

Somehow you still mad on my buddy on this,
Dude, if we'd misunderstood you, you should told us instead just being a volcano there, exploding & releasing your anger...
By doing so, we makes more misunderstanding, dumb.
If it isn't facts then just ignored it...
But you're not...
You chose to keep on angry on him & backstabbing him...

OR the truth is we didn't misunderstood you?
It's all the facts?
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I didn't realize that you've changed...
You were advising us to do good, don't said a bad words...
But what now?
You've being doing all those bads these days,
You P class, you blame on someone else that turned you bad...
You somemore advising us don't do homework, don't study...
COME ON? What's wrong with you?

I know I got no rights to judge you since that I'm neither that good like you were nor that bad like you ARE NOW...

& if you don't like her anymore or never at once...
Then why you start it?
She's innocent,
You said you hate her & sometimes you act like nothing happened...
You said someone is trying to snatch her off from you...
I felt I pity you...
But sometimes you don't like her at all...
I felt you're the jerk...

His fault or yours fault?
Who I gonna help?

Enough,
Come back before it's too late......
Am I gonna lose you?
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Once and once I swear to myself for not being such sensitive...
But once and once I broke my own promise...
I can't hold this feeling...
I can't stand for it too long...
I wanna stop but what can I do?
I got no rights...
How would I know what you think?
잘못했어?
나만 바라봐~!

EXAM AGAIN~!

Oh crap~
Folio haven't start..
Exam going to start..
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Human are just weird...

You were non-stop thinking of her...
You express how much you love her...
How the way you jealous when you saw she just talking with other boys..
But now, you said you're not love her anymore...
Hate her somemore...

You said that how you can't live without her a day,
Now once you got her, I greet you & see how happy you are...
Because you fulfilled your wish, you owns her...
Now you said living with her a day is like in hell for a minute...

You were sharing the emotions with her...
Every time you saw how happy she are, you smiled...
People thought that you're out of your mind~ What the hell you smile @?
Now you hate to hear her laughter, you felt like you wanna punch her right on her face...

You tell people that you love her, then you are...
Suddenly you tell people again that she's nothing to you...
You thought they're toys for entertaining you?
Things that you're finding when you felt loneliness?

I still remember this sentence...
爱成恨， 恨成仇...
Maybe it's true...

Funny? Don't you laugh 1st, maybe it's you actually, who knows?
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How bout' we said like this...
You getting it easier, so you don't really appreciate it...
Is it that you only know how to appreciate if you take years time to get it?
Or how long you've been fighting = How long it will last?

You guys could just changed 10 girlfriends in a year..
But somebody had to wait for years just for a person...
Some of them might really find their true love, but some aren't...
But they never regret for doing so...
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Just my point on how's my friends behave on it...