Left 4 "Exam" & Mamoritai: White Wishes[lyrics]

Left 4 "Exam" -The End-
After 3 Day of fighting,
We had reach the end~!

It's time to have fun~
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Last year, 2009 released...
somewhat like Winter song xD
Always felt that BoA's Japanese song is nicer than her Koreans one although shes a Korean, also makes lots of people confused that she is Japanese~
BoA まもりたい:White Wishes/I want to Protect:White Wishes

On the day that I thought this would be the last
Came a elevating start which I can talk about now
My palms which your warmth spread and my empty heart
I'm searching for the paths we walked together by connecting our hearts

I want to keep it
I will keep it
Even at times we can't meet
We are becoming stronger with every passing second

Like the accumulating sadness starting to melt
Forever, forever

I want to keep it
I will keep it
Even at times we can't meet
We are becoming stronger with every passing second

I won't forget it
How i was reborn after meeting you
I still believe it
That's why I want to keep it all
I want to keep it all
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*PS: Will update previous missing topics ASAP! Really busy after rushing all the damm folios, preparing for exams & my stuffs @ the forum...

zap zap~!

*zap zap* Lightning quick post~ xD
It's been awhile I didn't update it...
I saw some dust & spiderwebs too @@

I got no time to update, too busy...
Rushing folios, rushing this & that homeworks...checking forums..
Exam coming soon too...

soon I got 3 post to bring up here =X [Roller+Carnival that day, Moral that day -.-| & family issues =X]
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I had thoughts of what I'm going to get but got no job = no money ._.
I want it with good audio quality[with 3.5mm audio jack], good camera quality & WiFI, no slider/flip/QWERTY xD
LG KM900 Arena ~ RM890 Original ><
I know it's pretty aged but I don't care..
It meets my requirement~!
As long as it's still available @ market, it consider new to me XD
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I'm awakened...
As I should for way more earlier...

It's NOT WORTH! WAKE UP!

Believe in your heart that
something wonderful is about to happen.
Love your life.
Believe in your own powers,
and your own potential,
and in your own innate goodness.
Wake every morning
with the awe of just being alive.
Discover each day the magnificent,
awesome beauty in the world.
Explore and embrace life in yourself
and in everyone you see each day.
Reach within to find your own specialness.
Amaze yourself and rouse those around you
to the potential of each new day.
Don't be afraid to admit
that you are less than perfect;
this is the essence of your humanity.
Let those who love you help you.
Trust enough to be able to take.
Look with hope to the horizon of today,
for today is all we truly have.
Live this day well.
Let a little sun out as well as in.
Create your own rainbows.
Be open to all your possibilities;
all possibilities and Miracles.

Always believe in Miracles.
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Ah Tick got his hair cut by Cameron =X
I'm DANGEROUS again =(~
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Yesterday, my aunt call me...
She said MidValley got ball pen survey & gave me the website...
I went to the website & found a lot of Part time Job XD
Applied & got all replied - 18 above -.-|
the Ball Pen survey got RM60 for students[form1-2] @@
adult also got ~

haiz, last year many of my friends found part time job...
This year when I found out that I need one,
All need 18 above -.-|

if you guys want the link, ask me bah~
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Keep on digging songs from YouTube...
Taeyang, 2PM, 2AM, BoA, Big Bang....
Tagging more & more people because more & more people like K-Pops~!
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"31.7R"
Getting more excited XD
My group-
Confirmed: Me, JK, Jack WXH...
Maybe: Alex, Yu keen, Denn, Cat[mammy]..

Dennis-target locked by Panda

Poor lil' "tennis ball" which Panda got his attention on xD
Dennis here Dennis there, except Dennis he got no more student?
"Dennis, sudah siap nota?" "Dennis, mana buku awak?"....................

Today Panda wore pajamas-like shirt -.-|
When he was writting the note on the board, the class gone noisy,
he turned around, looked around & talked to the most quiet kid around there[Dennis]
: Where is your buku nota?
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Last time, during reccess...
It was rainning, we tried to go back to class...
Prefect disallowed, turn around & saw Panda~
then follow his back to get back to class lols

Passed the prefects...
Suddenly, he turned around & talking to Den:
What did you said?
den:nothing
Dennis, please la, respect your teacher, I can report to cikgu kamarol on what you just said those bad words [all swt]
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I go help out: teacher he said nothing at all!
*Continue scolding him, seems didn't caught his attention~*
:cikgu, dia tak cakap apa apa pun
*my turn -.-*
:HEY! you shut your mouth! I'm your teacher not your friend!
SOHAI! WHEN I'm TREATING YOU AS MY FRIEND? NOT TEACHER NEEDS RESPECT, STUDENTS NEED TOO!
YOU MORAL TEACHER, YOU GOT BRAIN?
YOU DIDN'T EVEN GOT THE QUALIFICATION TO DO ONE!
YOU LAZY! YOU JERK! YOU DUMBASS!
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Chinese class...
DANGEROUS~ @@
我觉得只有这个老师能够跟ah tick顶到不停 XD
每次华语节都笑到够力 -.-|
有ah tick在 B班
笑都笑到你累 -.-|
别讲别班，同班的同学全都给他弄过 @@
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4 FOLIOS in 2 WEEKS
English, Chinese, BM & Moral[Ignored]
ENGLISH-Done my own job in team, idiot Malay teammates still complain this & that =.=
1 Malaysia? yeah, but in team, you don't see the scenes between us... -.-|
Chinese-At last received my paper from Mr. Rain @ Korea xD
BM-err...which 10? lols
Newly announced: Science[Deadline haven't know] -.-|
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Should I join? @@
Making me hesitate & excited...

No matter what, I not gonna join @@
Hold myself!
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Feels like not bothering anymore...
Maybe I'd enough of suffering while waiting...
Waiting for endless things & I'm tired...
Even I would make it, you won't be the end of me...
Maybe I'd make the decision, I had to stop...
Still felt like something missing but it doesn't mattter anymore...

I wish I could give up & stop very soon...
I'm trying badly...

No more "Don't Stop Can't Stop"
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shattered~

Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding.
Fall into your sunlight.
The future's open wide, beyond believing.
To know why hope dies.
Losing what was found, a world so hollow.
Suspended in a compromise.
The silence of this sound is soon to follow.
Somehow, sundown.
And finding answers.
Is forgetting all of the questions we called home.
Passing the graves of the unknown.
As reason clouds my eyes, with splendor fading.
Illusions of the sunlight.
And a reflection of a lie will keep me waiting.
With love gone for so long.
And this day's ending.
Is the proof of time killing, all the faith I know.
Knowing that faith, is all I hold.
And I've lost who I am, and I can't understand.
Why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love without love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on.
But I know, all I know, is that the end's beginning.
Who I am from the start, take me home to my heart.
Let me go and I will run, I will not be silent.
All this time spent in vain, wasted years, wasted gain.
All is lost, hope remains, and this war's not over.
There's a light, there's the sun, taking all shattered ones.
To the place we belong.

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Why I couldn't just take the good memory & leave?!
Why I'm still dragging it on?
I didn't mean to drag it on, but I can't seems I able to let it go...


Don't change...
Don't be afraid...

lalala~

Ah tick,
Thanks for your concern though actually it's not cause of my family problem...
Just something else stucked in my mind~
Shock though that you talk heart to heart to me XD

I didn't even knew that you will spend your time on reading my blog ~
Yesterday, I finally knew a real "ah tick" XD

I thought Ah tick only know to make jokes~
xD
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Also,
thanks to you all, buddies for helping, comforting me...
Thanks for your faith to me...
Glad to know you all...
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Do you think that ruining peoples happiness will entertaining yourself?
Or you think its just for revenge? He can't take that much, let him go please...
Screwing up peoples also screwing up yourself at the mean time...

Things shouldn't end like this...
You don't wanna end up with no friends, don't you?
Then stop it...
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tell me goodbye~

Letting you go...(here's somebody...)
Letting you go...(here's somebody...)
Yo I got this, yeah
still thinking about this thing alot
you got me shaken up
(Please tell me there's a way)
And it got my head just spinnin' round round round round
(Please tell me there's a way)
Don't wanna take a fall
It's best to break it up
It's gonna be better for you, move on
(Please tell me there's a way)
Uh huh we break it break it
Although we make it make it
And now we cover it all

Girl I swear I won't even for a second
cause you any pain
in order to protect you
there's already no other way

Baby our love itself brings us pain
And I got nothing, nothing to say

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
those hands that embraced me
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
seem to be letting go
if forgetting me will give you freedom Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

Girl you know when you lose your smile
I will place the blame on myself
Comforting words, and even the light
I will lose sight of everything else

Baby the moment our lips part this time
I'll never find better, better than you

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
those hands that embraced me
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
seem to be letting go
merely being by my side is not kindness Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

Yo and it's so, so
Sad it just ain't happening
Wish it could be better
Sorry to be scrapping
But I just can't let ya
To be less than happy
I said look at me
I couldn't live with myself seeing you lacking
The things you deserve
Baby you was superb
Best believe that it hurts
That bleeds this word
I feel the aching through my body
it just takes a bigger part of me
to be let you go
I wish that werent so

your voice, pained and fading away, away...
erased completely by the wind, stay, stay...

all these things, I can't take it, those tears, don't cry for me
for your sake I'll never look back again

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
those hands that embraced me
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
seem to be letting go
merely being by my side is not kindness Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Tell me goodbye

Big Bang-Tell Me Goodbye lyrics in English translation
its a japanese song~
link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jt_nfBe26ns
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Why I just blaming everything on myself..
I know this is wrong....
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FUCKER! STOP FAKING
YOU RUINED WHAT MY BRO HAD...
YOU DIDN'T SNATCH IT AWAY BUT EVEN WORSE THAT YOU'RE TRYING TO DEMOLISH IT ALL!

You're better compared to me because you are better at faking...
Acting all those fake & innocent...
Hoping that they wouldn't realize...
THEY WILL...
ONE DAY...

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Suddenly felt that Malaysian's BlueBerry is better~
When a creep China handphone that somebody owns it~ AHAHAHA
I guess you guys know what I'm talking...
Yesterday...................
MUAHAHAHA
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Things just happening too fast around me these days...
Even on myself...
geesh....


yet still...
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