Needs YOUR ATTENTION!

DEAR FRIENDS, my friend, Jaclyn had LOST her PET DOG, Joy. Hope that all of you will share this out to your friends and family, also be more aware of the surroundings. IF ANYONE HAPPENS TO SEE HER AROUND PLEASE KINDLY CONTACT THE NUMBER BELOW.

BREED : MALTESE
SEX : FEMALE
NAME : JOY

COAT : WHITE
LOST : 11/11/2012 (SUNDAY), AROUND 5PM.
SHE'S WEARING A REDDISH-ORANGE COLLAR WITH A TINY BELL. WOULD RESPOND WHEN CALLED HER NAME, JOYJOY.

TEL NO : 0122643336 SHIRLEY

PLEASE KINDLY HELP TO SPREAD THE NEWS ! THANK YOU VERY MUCH !

 

Concerns

Concerning on you somehow alerts your vigilance
I'm not in a persuasion, no more...at least towards you

Words of sham
How I wish I could tell them that pertains to my anxiety truthfully without prompting your doubtful scruple

I just value you as my good friend, or perhaps a best friend---good listener with practical advises, capability of exhilarating me

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Preparation for SMM tournament delayed my plans on doing revisions & catching up my weak subjects
A month of time might not be enough for what I can do to refine my study, my grades are like shit
I'm uncertain if I can withstand against the teacher impelling me & the restraints :o
but I will try to stay on the right path :o

I hope to get scholarships & stuff, today is ain't no simple world, hard to get a work out there
I don't want to burden my family, but I also dislike how they keep brainwashing me to study the course my eldest brother did due to the benefits he is enjoying now --- full allowance on travelling, medical, insurances and stuff... =_=
I like IT stuff but not electronic engineering, it's has very few relation to each other ._.

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Chances could be contingent, could be mere, but I can't afford to take the risk once more...

Realize

sometimes I was so pissed off
there has been times that I felt like wanna transfer school to somewhere else
but I don't think that will displace his existence anyway

peoples just don't get me and randomly walk up to me, telling me why are you silenced in a group of people talking stuffs and bla bla
First, I don't have interest on their topic
but primarily, it's just that I don't feel like talking to him

I was trying to figure out what define true friends
well, that would be ones that aren't like him
ones that is prioritizing one's own self
disgrace ones while boasting his own dignity

signs of despair ? mmm..
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it has been some time that I got robbed at 1 Shamelin
the consequence of that misery incident still cripples me
the nature of fear towards stranger starts to grow inside me
I tend to start to be alert, or even run away from strangers that getting near me ._.
aiks

I still felt guilty for DD's lost ._.

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2 weeks of holiday, trying to get part-time
or shall I do some revision
freaking biology & history ._.

so far no fails for mid year exam rite? oh yessh :D
and..
i don't want to switch class !! ._.
not lansi

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start to find it hard to find somebody to trust
aiks

mid year exam coming soon, need to finish all my homeworks & start doing revision
but at the mean time, need to participate DotA 2 tournaments, each a week
somehow need to practice as well as coaching for another sub-group for upcoming SMM tournament
its an international event, everybody is showing effort, discovering new strategy, pairing up new combos...

glad to play with a team that we share the same interest, the courage & passion to the game :D
I feel lucky to meet you all


i want to get a part-time job, desperately need money :/

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dont want to ask for more
but at least i want how it was be. . .

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don't know how to react, what to do..

mind just gone blank, i wished to talk to u..

but my mind reminds me, things weren't the same anymore..

how pathetic..

never expected such thing could happen..

idk..

i think i nid to find something to focus on..SMM tournament, studies..

if i just keep lingering around, it couldnt change much either..

sigh

sometimes when i just wanna express myself a little more, seems like it venture too far, even it wasnt meant to be like that, they somehow sense something fishy ._.

i just wanna find someone to talk, is that such an odd thing? fine..

just

wanna

punch them right on the face

for

those

who

talk nonsense crap

I'm not in the right mood to talk, how long you'd know me, you still can't get it?

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you're still my bro

don't think too much

i'm cool with it

Persistent?

don't have much free time to blog nowadays

form 4 ain't no joke, barely keeping up myself on the track ._.

I kinda afraid that I would being drop down to 4s3 because I might not attending for the exams :O

going to Korea+HK soon :X

i wanna share my trip @ china bla bla..but meh..really busy

recently, i even applied some part-time job, cashier @ Internet cafe, easy job. Play & get pay lol. and also might have some time for me to do my school stuff lol, hopefully the time shifts are flexible & they accept me !!

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recently, there's really too much thing happened around me

no matter in life or in game, it just things really frustrating me, but I didn't give up

PERSISTENT

something that I have? ha

What I believe is

since you have started it, then make it till the end whether it's going to be failed or succeeded. It's pure waste of time & it's stupid to give up half way, you never know if there's a turning point or not, don't be despair.

the guys don't even believe that we had won 6 games in a row, 2-3 of the games, they were forcing me to concede but I rejected again & again, after 10-20minutes, opponent conceded, I'm glad for that.

Sometimes when being persistent don't even pay off at all, it really makes me feel desperate & emo ._.

Why is it so hard just to buy a present ._.

I'd get into some "weird" gift shop, it's really awkward, label your shop properly la deng, there's so many kids around, aneh

I'd roamed 6-7 CC, none of them have colour-printing service, wth

then I realized just need to save the photo on pendrive bla bla

Sunday, went to KL Sentral, it's closed, hell, so I only able to give her after her birthday is over =_=

Monday, went again, rules changed, unable to put photos of celebrities on the new TnG photocard liao ._.

then I just rushed to buy a DOMO ._.

eh, please appreciate the domo leh, lol, susahnya :9

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Rejecting won't be that hurtful compare to being shun, please understand that, don't be afraid or being surprised ._.!

That feeling is really awkward & depressing.

what I wished for, it will always come true, but in an opposite way...

just few more weeks to go..

but it doesn't matter anymore...

just wait again