OoO|!!

Last time, I not in you girls' server...
After knowing from you girls...
I'm in the server ~
Instead of looking at the screen that full of question marks[you girls' blog]
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Anyway, does this called a trading game?
My shoulders get wet once & I know another secret?! =p
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If you keep go on like this,
The ones who don't know what's going on might really thought that you have phobia @@

Might be if happened on another person, that person might have the same respond like you...

Thanks again for trusting me & telling me another secret...
After I heard it, I had this emotion OoO!!!
That person is way more creepy than we imagine @_@
I knew it might be a hard time for you, because it's seem likes why every things is involving you into it...

Remember that how many friends supporting you~
Fight for it~!
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Sorry guys...
Secrets are secrets...
I can't leak it~

Even you want to give a hand ask the person not me~@@
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Another OoO!!! emotion I used for is...
One of the loansharks come again...~

Actually he had found us weeks ago,
He bring along his wife ...
I heard that at the same time, my mother is going out...
So she only can choose to let them in & talk bla bla bla....
I don't know what's next...

but for today...
he still the same with his taxi...
He kept on waiting out there, somemore he try to hide at my neighbourhood's house..
But he's dumb enough...I could heard his car's engine sounds...

After the last time I saw my father,
I never missed him...
Sounds cruel??? Ask him 1st...
Without you, I'm still a human...
Lives normally...

Instead with you...
You guys maybe could saw me anywhere at the streets...
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Still...
My sis...
still worrying/crying for unnecessary things...
Or maybe is cause of her jobs?
I heard she changed job/being fired... o.O
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I don't know why sometimes my mother still talk to us about the past...
Somehow mentioning him again...
I had enough of listening bout' him....
I felt like I was born out with vengeful spirits[Don't tell me DotA's VS -_-|]
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I think that this time is the most serious & confident that I had~=p

Shhhhhh..............=p
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28/4~29/4

28/4
MuAHAHAHA~
I brang camera to school to do Sivik folio...=P
At the same time, Cameron[2A no teacher] didn't came to school~We spent all the Sivik session @ taking class or whatever club photos & @ A class
Having fun @ A class lols...
The "spotlight" never cares
From over 100 photos,
they take over my camera & delete delete delete...=_=|
Cause some of them[jac, jing, yu chze & liy hui] are shy to be posted @ Fb XD

Then the next day, they allowed me to post their photos ZZZ[not left much of their photos]

Another thing is I took a photo of the ........... =D
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29/4
A...H1N1?!?!?!?!?!

Firhad get positive...
@ the same time...Ah gong get fever too~~!!
Everybody that sit around Jack gets sick~!!! ARHH!!!
Get far far far far far far away from me~ XD
I haven't get a try on driving~I still a virgin~ I still haven't try the feeling of in-love .. bla bla bla XD
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I don't really knows what you so afraid of...
We don't know how to console you & get your ass away from being scare of it...
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Is it those words that you giving me as a hint?
You sounds frustrated...?

or you just treating me as your best friend & that's the end of story~?

Do we have a possibility?
Sometimes I think yes, we have...
Sometimes I feel no....
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you are lucky? =p

Hoho...
Suddenly lots of thing happened on you in one day~
You are "lucky"

At first, the insulting photos~
Then, doggy barking on you~

What I can say is...
Forget it,
Human never gets what's a dog barking bout'~
Somemore that's an abnormal dog~!

Another thing is...
Don't simply cry please...
My shoulder is freakin' wet now ~ XD
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MY PJK GIVE U DO BARNEY DANCE?!

WHAT THE FISH !!!
Last 2 session...
Dance show? I prefer Barney instead then lols

Between...
We just stand there watch show...
The rows that right beside us...
"I want nobody, nobody F*** you~!!"
That's what they sing @@
No teacher notice...
And they all keep gang-bang each other~*eww~lucky not on that row @@*

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Started to feel nutz...
That Filipino "Ryan", Singh...
You guys talking not use it on yelling way~!!!
My ears @@
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Every time you online,
I just stop my gaming & talk with you....

A year ago...

A year ago...
I writing blog cause of her...
Now thinking back, I think that I was so stupid...

She's not worth for me to do so many things for her...
She's not worth for me to shed tears for her...
Wasted my 4 years time crazy on her...

Now she's doesn't matter to me at all...
Just friend...

I had learned a lesson,
I'll never fall for playgirls again~!

Another thing is...
I found somebody looks like you in this school...@@

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You're way more better than her...
I'm still writing blog doesn't mean that I still obsessed with her...
Just that blog can let me express my feeling instead of hiding it in my heart...
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From 12am update till 1:50am
Only done 2 version of Black Shot patches!!! then 2nd Patch 99% there suddenly DISCONNECTED ~!! 1 hour work gone~!!!
Don't wanna play Black Shot for the moment now~

It's nearly 2AM~
Listen to 2AM's song @ 2AM, will have better effect? ~ =p

just to fulfill ur wishes =p

You, you & you
keep on asking me to update my blog...
fine...
I wrote it out !!

First,
It's great that nearly one week we can't see dog barking around...
Nigel guard the dog well please...
don't simply free your dog to bite people ~ =p

Did he get dog flu? *No more doomsday~!*
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Second,
Your face is kinda "thick", Mister Faker(aka Illusionist)...
I thought what's the big deal...
Just your relative did something awesome...
You no need showing off of it...
Your relatives did not you...

Cut it off~! Stop your freaking acts please?
Get back to your freaking acting academy...
SMKDL just a gang school... not for you to act...
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You girls don't hope that you will know anything bout' my secret ... =D
Wait until I proposed =p
The one who knows will keep his ass shut & never reveal that he knows~ Muahahaha~

Also that, thanks to those who trust me for willing to share your secrets with me =D
I'm sorry bout' what's your situation right now~Take care & I know what I should do[zip~]...

My things never get leaked once ~ muahahaha..
Thanks guys...
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I'm thinking that I made it kinda obvious sometimes...
Just that you don't realize...
You always thinking that I'm obsessed with another one & not you...
but I wanna tell you that ya' wrong...

You also thinking that I'm just having a joke with you sometimes...
But I'm telling the truth...
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Regretted... really regretted this time~ @@

"Can you tell me that actually you love me?"
You can saw it on my facebook status & MSN display name...
cause of it..

Monday @ school..being crowded by a group of "newsreporters" lols

T-T

being tortured badly lols

Anyway I'm still not gonna tell ya'~!
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I don't know why I'm so secret bout' it this time...
I didn't even told anybody bout' it...

Myabe some had found out~

2010 2B

Everythings just perfect...
Just thanks to that doggy @ 2A...
Making me can't breath when share class with 2A cause of him...

I don't know when I start to being like a bad student to the teacher...
Now I dare to make jokes with teachers ...
Does this show that I doesn't respect them?

Also in this class...
I know a gangster-comedian...
Ah tick =p
He somemore invite me to his gang once =.=|

In this class...
Know the real Soon Nam from now on...
Sick of it...
freaking narcism kid @@
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Also the exist of Norasikin...
The Worst Nightmare of All
Raining also can say what "Tuhan bla bla bla..."
& She's freaking picky ...
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Moral+Art-Panda
Panda said that I'm no manners...
from that day on...
He treat me invisible..
Normally if he didn't saw that I copying his note then he will ask...
Now I do my own work & never copy his note..he never give me a damm o.O
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English-Chainsaw
Another picky old lady ... ZZZzzz
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Lazy to write liao @@

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Hey doggy...
what you staring me for?
never saw people hate you?
Don't show me your idiot stares & face...
You show me black face I also do the same =D

MONOPOLY?!

lols...
today...
dennis, alex & wxh come my house just to play monopoly rofl...

in the game...
theres way too many jokes...

especially dennis...
his kiddy way make us nutz...

still say wanna play 3-4 rounds
din even finish 1 round (used 3hours lol) then all surrender...

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*Possesed by "boss"*
DeMonSeraph(ims)
Alex
How long I taught you using leoric?
& you still doing the same mistake...

Jack
You not god..
Don't so brave use INT hero go tank instead of your team's tank should do the job!

really speechless ...
to you all...

Betraying or wad?

Maybe I really should just punch him down that day...
But get kick from school cause of violence on a doggy not worth =p
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Today,
I just gone mad...

Soon Nam...
I don't need you to involve in it...
I don't need you to ask that SOTB try not to fight/argue with me...
If you all think that I really wanna fight...
I had involved in it long long time ago...
Do I still need to wait till today?

Even I get whacked it's none of your business..

BUT first do you really think I wanna fight that day?
You think that I'm starting the fight first?
You don't even know what's going on..please don't interrupt anymore...

You making him feel that I'm coward ask you to help on it...
At the moment I feeling that you betraying me...
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Anyway...
I really unbelievable that he being such narcism...@@
nasi lemak..
& lots more...

My "GREAT" Father

1st,
don't you guys think that I'm posting that I'm want to thank my father or what...
I just wanna express it out~

You guys wonder whats my new life that I enjoyed so much now?
In this new house,
My father not living with us =D
My parents are getting divorce soon
Hope it will be quick...

I
HAD
ENOUGH

I had enough,
I don't wanna hearing argueing for you & cause of you...
I had enough,
I'm also just a normal kid like anyone outside the world...
Give me some peace & happiness please?
I had enough,
I knew that my siblings having a longer hard time than me...
I had enough,
I don't wanna look at your freaking acts;
I don't wanna look or hear how you cheat my mother
I had enough,
I don't want to live with you;
You just causes tears...

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You just kept on gambling
You said that you had stop gambling...
Then why now you owe people money?
Borrow friend? Learn people do loansharks is it? lols?
I don't care what you said anymore...
You freakin' liar...
I don't care whether it's true or what,
You just giving more excuse to trick my mother's money
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My siblings...
They had been working part-time jobs when they studying @ Secondary school...
They settle all the fees by themself...
My father never give a damm on their fees...
because all his money had just gone on gambling...
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First I'm thinking that I go get a part-time job just for getting a handphone for myself...
But I think that if I can continue for the job..
The rest salary I may take it for spending & fees...
I don't wanna ask for my mother's money anymore...
She had no more money on her EPF & account anymore,
all get cheated away by him...
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Everytime I saw that how relatives scare us...
because they scare you ask for borrowing money...
You just ask money but never return...
Last year,
My grandfather borrowed him money until almost causes the family business corrupted...
Makes my grandfather broke up his relationship with you...
That's why these 2 years @ CNY 1st day that I'm staying @ home doing nothing...
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I will remember that day...
When we were moving to the rent house there...
We don't wish you to know where we staying...
But you stubborn keep on follow us...
Fine...
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I knew it...
One day,
I'm alone at home...
You didn't have the keys to get in...
You standed outside the gate & keep begged me to open the door...
Of course I show you the no mercy,
I kept on watching television & don't care bout' it...
YOU climbed over the gate..
standed at the door there & begged me to open the door...
You said that just open the door let me refill water...
I didn't care either..
then you threw in the bottle..fine
I refilled it & gave you back...
You said please open the gate for me, I don't wanna climb out...
THEN WHY YOU CLIMB IN IN THE FIRST PLACE...
Before I open the gate, I need to open the door to get out...
then you can sneak in...
you thought I'm idiot..?
or you think I will concern if you fell down when you climb out?Then I tell you that you're wrong...
In the end, you stop & climbed out...
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Another day,
When school nearly ends that my mother going to fetch me ...
You go to force my mother to open the door & give you some money..
My mother just let him in & gave him money...
but then he not leaving the house...
fine..my mother go fetch me first...
When I'm home
I saw my sista cryin' & her friend were around calling police...
Then I knew what's going on...

My sista & mother go whack him with mops & brooms to get him off...
My sista almost wanna chop him with a knife...
That time I'm so wanna take the knife & just kill you off...
But it's not worth for staying jail rest of my life cause of killing you jerk...


After this happened...
Now my sista can't get into sleep...
She just keep on worry bout' that one day you found us...
Keep on crying...
Soon my mother bringing her to see doctor...
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I really speechless...
I even think that we are just born out for helping you return money?
We are your sons or your servants/bankers?

You got hands & legs...
Why don't you work for the money?
Why don't you think how to earn for it?
You just think that we will help you settle it all

Everytime you owe people money..
You call us & you ran away to Johor...
What a responsible man...

Everytime my mother say going to divorce..
At last it's real for now...

My soft-hearted mother just forgive you once & once to hope that you will change..
And you once & once dissapoint her..
Only my mother think you will change..
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Money is more important than family in your eyes...
You make my sister like that...
You make tears...
We hate you so much....
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After you're not here...
We getting more close...

The days you're around...
I just can't breathe when I'm sleep...
My room just next to the toilet...
You always smoking in the toilet...
Everytime you just argue with my mother
Everytime you owe money
you just tell my mother like nothing happened because you knew that she will do it the rest for you..
I never see you worry bout' it at all...
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We move from a bigger house into a smaller house also cause of you...
If we count all that money that we return...
It's enough to buy a bangalow...
I'm not joking....