Concerns

Concerning on you somehow alerts your vigilance
I'm not in a persuasion, no more...at least towards you

Words of sham
How I wish I could tell them that pertains to my anxiety truthfully without prompting your doubtful scruple

I just value you as my good friend, or perhaps a best friend---good listener with practical advises, capability of exhilarating me

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Preparation for SMM tournament delayed my plans on doing revisions & catching up my weak subjects
A month of time might not be enough for what I can do to refine my study, my grades are like shit
I'm uncertain if I can withstand against the teacher impelling me & the restraints :o
but I will try to stay on the right path :o

I hope to get scholarships & stuff, today is ain't no simple world, hard to get a work out there
I don't want to burden my family, but I also dislike how they keep brainwashing me to study the course my eldest brother did due to the benefits he is enjoying now --- full allowance on travelling, medical, insurances and stuff... =_=
I like IT stuff but not electronic engineering, it's has very few relation to each other ._.

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Chances could be contingent, could be mere, but I can't afford to take the risk once more...