Realize

sometimes I was so pissed off
there has been times that I felt like wanna transfer school to somewhere else
but I don't think that will displace his existence anyway

peoples just don't get me and randomly walk up to me, telling me why are you silenced in a group of people talking stuffs and bla bla
First, I don't have interest on their topic
but primarily, it's just that I don't feel like talking to him

I was trying to figure out what define true friends
well, that would be ones that aren't like him
ones that is prioritizing one's own self
disgrace ones while boasting his own dignity

signs of despair ? mmm..
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it has been some time that I got robbed at 1 Shamelin
the consequence of that misery incident still cripples me
the nature of fear towards stranger starts to grow inside me
I tend to start to be alert, or even run away from strangers that getting near me ._.
aiks

I still felt guilty for DD's lost ._.

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2 weeks of holiday, trying to get part-time
or shall I do some revision
freaking biology & history ._.

so far no fails for mid year exam rite? oh yessh :D
and..
i don't want to switch class !! ._.
not lansi