A mad man

A mad man associates violence; a mad man in calm would remain dead silence
Do not challenge the serenity of one as one is struggling within to seal his inner beast in sanity
Be observant, sharpen your words with wisdom

Do people even wonder what have evoked the demon of rage from the underground of emotions?
The jaundice.

Jaundice fenced up my inner peace, defied my inner of will to speak
I should have not committed the sin of jaundice, however, the unbearable is unstoppable

Your ring of concern which catch the crowds to be within, leaving me out of the borderline has ignited my blaze of anger triggering the jaundice, summoning the hatred...

Sympathies for him
But whose are spared for me?

I should had pulled myself out from the torment already...

Jaundice

Positioning myself in between the exchanges of mirth and radiance has proven myself of achieving the next level of idiocy being an oxymoron
Please kindly inform me if concede has became a necessity to unlock my heart from the cage of torment
I simply could not bear with the gimmicks or deceptions
I'm not genius in unravel riddles, please drop the mask
As if the matter which I concern of has turned to be the fact of saddening reality, then I will play my role. I will acknowledge it.

My unbearable sins of jaundice breaking the chains to unseal my blaze of rage from time to time, however, learning the fact that unleashing my inner beast will not change the destiny of what fate had decided. The transition of envy into hatred makes no smarter choice but would have worsen the situation instead.

Learning to refine my tolerance in dealing with these unbearable matters tends to be a torture but will greatly reduce the damage that I will be facing in the future.
Ensnaring by jealousy to live within the hutch of sadness makes my heart to feel every ticking second is a suffer.


Take it or liberate it

Fallacy

With the fear of having my troop of hope to be routed in rout again due to the fallacy instilled beneath my skull has certainly caused myriad stoppages to my attempts in venturing further for the chance to have you shrugged off your dreads of the unnecessary.

The nerve of enraged impetuosity can still barely be handled nevertheless. At least, I need not my eyes to suffer but my mentality has to bear with it. My heart has been through infinite roller-coaster ride; going through up and down albeit the disregard of yours.

Your conservation is indeed questioning, there is not even a room for my concern to stay on. I seems to have lost the capability to go through the barrier, or, for the saddening fact that I never had it before.