Woe and sorrow

Witnessing but not questioning was the worst thing I ever did...
The demolition towards fear is needed

Unable to acknowledge the present as I reminisce with remorse and penitence of how the past was gaiety and glee
Contemplating ways to retrieve
Contemplating ways to mend, may it be stitches by stitches, as long as the result will be wondrous or even miraculous

The endeavor of recalling and rebuilding the past would be the worst of my imbecility erred
Perhaps I shall learn the way to appreciate it in a different way as if every connection is unique and the interaction between may differ...yet the exchanges of mirth, they ail me

Dread of omission

My inadvertence is unintentional. But, oddly, my dread of omission can only be found within you
Perhaps I had witnessed how it slays hearts of many. Perhaps I had experienced the misery and yet it traumatizes me...

The fear grows from time to time, haunting me in my slumber, tricking my consciousness yet leaving a trail within

A mad man

A mad man associates violence; a mad man in calm would remain dead silence
Do not challenge the serenity of one as one is struggling within to seal his inner beast in sanity
Be observant, sharpen your words with wisdom

Do people even wonder what have evoked the demon of rage from the underground of emotions?
The jaundice.

Jaundice fenced up my inner peace, defied my inner of will to speak
I should have not committed the sin of jaundice, however, the unbearable is unstoppable

Your ring of concern which catch the crowds to be within, leaving me out of the borderline has ignited my blaze of anger triggering the jaundice, summoning the hatred...

Sympathies for him
But whose are spared for me?

I should had pulled myself out from the torment already...

Jaundice

Positioning myself in between the exchanges of mirth and radiance has proven myself of achieving the next level of idiocy being an oxymoron
Please kindly inform me if concede has became a necessity to unlock my heart from the cage of torment
I simply could not bear with the gimmicks or deceptions
I'm not genius in unravel riddles, please drop the mask
As if the matter which I concern of has turned to be the fact of saddening reality, then I will play my role. I will acknowledge it.

My unbearable sins of jaundice breaking the chains to unseal my blaze of rage from time to time, however, learning the fact that unleashing my inner beast will not change the destiny of what fate had decided. The transition of envy into hatred makes no smarter choice but would have worsen the situation instead.

Learning to refine my tolerance in dealing with these unbearable matters tends to be a torture but will greatly reduce the damage that I will be facing in the future.
Ensnaring by jealousy to live within the hutch of sadness makes my heart to feel every ticking second is a suffer.


Take it or liberate it

Fallacy

With the fear of having my troop of hope to be routed in rout again due to the fallacy instilled beneath my skull has certainly caused myriad stoppages to my attempts in venturing further for the chance to have you shrugged off your dreads of the unnecessary.

The nerve of enraged impetuosity can still barely be handled nevertheless. At least, I need not my eyes to suffer but my mentality has to bear with it. My heart has been through infinite roller-coaster ride; going through up and down albeit the disregard of yours.

Your conservation is indeed questioning, there is not even a room for my concern to stay on. I seems to have lost the capability to go through the barrier, or, for the saddening fact that I never had it before.

Personal thoughts

Unjust demeanor is unjustified as who had brought 'moral' and define it?
"If one oversteps the bounds of moderation, the greatest pleasures cease to please" said Epictetus.
Not trying to be partricrian who shows some judgmental philosophy, but just jotting down what I have in mind now. Babble all these things out at Facebook/Twitter seems to be a boast for many. Training my sentences building at the mean time.


The judgement of achievements of one should not be judged by the acts portrayed and the possessions which seems to be emblematic to one's fortune and pride, i.e. veblen goods like horologic pieces with those refined craftmanship and precise detailing on the mechanical movements and bodyparts despite Quartz movement watches are obviously known for its accuracy, affordability, yet more functionable and easily managable. However, one with achievements deserves to possess the fortune and pride which is necessary to reward himself with. If one with bare achievement trying to pursue over the luxuries will end up suffering.


Efforts will guarantee success; Fate may guarantee efforts will not guarantee success. Unjustified outcome will evoke demonic inners of one's to achieve success as one is hankering over it. Then, many will face the worst of the worst, experiencing the downfall which may leads people far from being sane.
Your wondrous bearing intrigues against me causing chaotic tumult beneath my skull initiating the blitzkrieg of my nerves and my calmness. I have no assurance. Taking on a larghetto skirmish is my best bet, at least for now.

Needs YOUR ATTENTION!

DEAR FRIENDS, my friend, Jaclyn had LOST her PET DOG, Joy. Hope that all of you will share this out to your friends and family, also be more aware of the surroundings. IF ANYONE HAPPENS TO SEE HER AROUND PLEASE KINDLY CONTACT THE NUMBER BELOW.

BREED : MALTESE
SEX : FEMALE
NAME : JOY

COAT : WHITE
LOST : 11/11/2012 (SUNDAY), AROUND 5PM.
SHE'S WEARING A REDDISH-ORANGE COLLAR WITH A TINY BELL. WOULD RESPOND WHEN CALLED HER NAME, JOYJOY.

TEL NO : 0122643336 SHIRLEY

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