The Last Decision will be done soon...

Everyone just born out as a adorable little baby, but all grew up in the different environment changed their mind. Some grew up threaten the life as a game, some just threaten love as a game or even as a business; some is really meant to love, some just having fun with it. Someone's hobby was bullying & someone's hobby was being bully. I sense the world is getting darker, if everyone grew up in the same environment, maybe the world isn't that dark?

I thank twice of the words told by Alex & Den, Alex told me If he is me, he won't appreciate to be friends with such person. But how come happen such things on me, she isn't that kind of person as I knew, maybe she changed a lot in these months. One month ago, Den thank that she just wasting my time, now i started to believe. Anyhow, can't you just tell me the truth? I don't wanna lost a friend just like this.

cath mammy, stop smoking/cutting ur hand, don't give excuses.. sad then do this do that.. if u sad find something else better to express out ur feeling.. share with frens or some way thats better..

den, is that every thing fine? whats wrong with u..?

30/7
Willy just tried to murder me with his ball...anyway he awaken me lol..

I'm criminal, I'm guilty for loving you...

I only want you to believe
If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime
Then I'm guilty
I wanna give you all the things you never had
Don't try to tell me how he treats you isn't bad
I never wanted just to be the other guy

Yeah, I'm a criminal, I'm guilty for loving you.(Adrian is a criminal!!) I'm gonna stay in the jail. When I'll be free? I'll be free when the day you start to talk to me again.(adrian slowly wait~) Now I realize loving you is a crime.(how come can stop some1 loving you o.O weird huh, adrian?) These days, I've found out myself so hardworking :P(dun act la adrian) No!!I'm not acting, I just don't want to think anymore, I just don't wanna cry, so I force myself to keep doing things or playing games.(now i see..) Yesterday I just cried a while =X(cry wad!!!) I don't want anything from you, I just want be friend with you. I don't want lost another friend anymore, please. I really mean to have such friend, please? Can't we just be friends?! You treat me so cruel, I thought you won't tell else you just pretend don't know or you'll tell, but I didn't figure that you tell me such words...(she is really cruel adrian..)

ytd done PP's science homework..normally i wont..(good job adrian..dun think anymore~)

24/7-today

24/7 friday
-.-" dunno wads wrong with me .. keep walking around my room(when im thinking things..im walk here walk there punya =X) think think think..think till 3-4am only go on bed sleep >.>
25/7 saturday
aiyak..never been so late wake up-.-" 11am+ ..normally 3-4am i oso can 8-9am wake up 1 -.-"
... once again, im walking around my room while thinking till 3:30am only sleep..ytd today oso cant sleep then think think think~then only forced myself to sleep -.-"
26/7 sunday..
today still ok..8am wake up :) ..
eee..den online!! dota with me 1v1(Huskar-me vs Pudge-den)..1st blood den..then he keep kill me back until monster kill i end it..then end game i godlike XD..screenshot available @ my fster warcraft III album XD..dun angry la den T_T win me so many time liao..
then saw eric's blog got a fake 'yenn' post i love you..lol..then wilson's heart bcome heart shape cake..into pieces lol..then alex will how??? heart shape cake too? same cut into pieces? XD eric say then we cut the cake sing happy bday lol..eric cbox so active..mine empty empty T_T
then saw my fren, YiFei's shoutout : love is trash..we need cash
lol..

What you mean? ''No reply then no reply..have reason meh..?'' That's hurt..

Dumb Alex a great chance u just miss it!

12am YKY juz on9 saw her pm can go pavilion..but we @ school juz canceled it..
not juz she go..pei yei lee see oso go..then the world calling alex house & his hp..no 1 pick up phone..alex u so hard to get her out..finally she can now u ......... HAIZ

go wad PD la!! go PD eat sand drink sea water celebrate ur bday la!!! stupid!! miss a nice chance..

speechless...

Tomorrow Alex birthday but today have a great match

1st..happy birthday to alex ~
today dota 3 round lol...game report:
1st round:
Sentinel: den(F.Void) Scourge: me(B.seeker) alex(Skeleton king) & 1D de lansi zai(Riki)
half game rmk-ed coz few more ppl came & that riki left..anyway den pushed to 3rd tower edi..
juz saw how my teammate feed like mad..den continue 4time beyond godlike then we ended his spree :P

2nd round:
Sentinel:den(Axe) 1D lansi zai(Riki) Scourge: me(Spiritbreaker) alex(Skele.K.) joshua(SoulK.)
well..joshua is fooling around & feeding coz he dunno use this hero zzz .. at least he noe how his ulti works.. at least we got some teamwork keep gb @_@..still lost .. riki juz noe to ks..
ended den 2 time beyond godlike streak..

3rd round:
Sentinel:den(B.Seeker) joshua(Axe)chong[not me..is some1 i dunno..](Zeus) Scourge:me(spiritbreaker)alex(skele.K.)1D lansi zai(riki) ting ting(Razor)
Ahhhhhhhhh...Zeus feeding.. razor too..I juz cant stop yelling back..ting ting wait till ppl last hit him only start to run zzz...riki keep aim zeus then start to fat abit..
this round den joshua alex me riki oso not bad lo..this time half hour+ my team feed den till the end this time cant end his beyond godlike(10+continuos BEYOND GODLIKE~!!!! ahhh)
Results:sentinel won again~
Sentinel:Den(bloodseeker)40kill 5dead@_@ Joshua(axe)7kill 15dead..not bad..Chong[not me!!!](zeus)2kill13dead
Scourge:Me(spiritbreaker)8kill 14dead..except ting ting..then aim me -.-" 1D Lansi zai(rikimaru)[forgot his point juz keep aim zeus to kill zzz]Alex(king leoric)8Kill 8dead[holyshit if u dun hav revive skill u die more than me =/]Ting Ting(razor)0kill 14dead[keep feed den & joshua..grrr]
3rd round:
MVP(Most Valuable Player):Dennis(Bloodseeker)[lansi liao]
MUFFP(Most Unvaluable F***ing Feeding Player):Ting Ting(Razor) & chong(Zeus)[Not me]
Best new player award(XD):alex(all time-Skele.K.) joshua(axe)

hope next time wont play with ting ting..chong[not me!!] again..hate feeder @_@
after dota me alex den go play NFS(Most wanted) LAN~wakaka i keep crushing the walls & i saw my car side mirror all broke into pieces lol..2 round also alex won de @_@ mayb he birthday gua so he won XD

= =|

Well moron teachers stop asking ME ...(A crowd confused: OMG what happening?!)
Nah this is almost all the teacher asked me:
Moron teachers: Chong! sudah balik?
AdrianCCSeng:Yeah(of coz im bak else who u talking to...u dummy!!)
Moron teachers: Sudah pass all the check?
AdrianCCSeng: Yeah(of coz else i quarantine myself la i will de ... U DUMMY!!!)
Moron teachers: Tidak di-quarantine?
AdrianCCSeng: NO!!!!

i had heard these sames word from 4 teacher ++ niama!!!

Well moron prefects dont u feel tired?!
Nah the conversation between moron prefects & AdrianCCSeng
Moron prefects: Pakai Tie!!
AdrianCCSeng:Tak bawa~(actually i bring everyday juz lazy to wear..but sometime i guai zai then wear lo)
Moron prefects:Besok saya nak jumpa kamu bawa!!
AdrianCCSeng:Oh..(偷笑~..everyday tell same thing .. lamo!)

Today...juz got a good news from mammy[kai ma (:] she in a relationship wuuu~~~ gratz :P

Well..eric alex den wilson YK better teach me some chinese yoyo skill liao!! i haven learn 脚绕(noob >.>)

Why July I only felt something wrong, I mean why after 2 months, I only got feeling that she's hiding away from me & I still keeping it in my heart till July I only express my feeling out on this blog & got assist on this problem. I'm action so slow, right?
Did I pissed you off? Why can't you just tell me why?

This Friday Alex birthday oh!!! we plan to go somewhere~mayb me dennis joshua or more team together VS Alex(1 only) (DOTA!! wuu~bully alex :P den say less than 5min win liao :P)

Coming back to Malaysia~3 month liao..

(2am+)now @ colombo airport wait till 725am > KL..so maybe i Tuesday start back to school..gonna rush homework like siao...

anyway my bro give me a new shoe wakaka...& i got myself a new tshirt @ germany :P

hope i'll be fine >.> if kena ... nid rest 1more week then my homework will kill me .. when back to KL only continue my blog :P ... prepare check in now..


(3pm+)@Sg Changi airport via KL zzz waste 1hour time @ here..

455pm reached KLIA~6pm+ reach home wuuu...tomorrow gonna rumble~

Three months pass away, still don't mind me, hide away from me? You not tired at all? But my heart is very tired, really really tired. Not just only that, I lost the ship too, the friendship. Tell me why. SMKDL not a nightmare for me anymore, the most scary nightmare for me is that now how you treat me, is this how you treat a friend? You said bullying someone is not a fun thing, but now you bullying my heart. Talk to me is it so hard or so scary to you? Tell me! TELL ME! If you hate me, tell me! Just tell me what you want, can't you?

Bye 1B I'll be back later~ -- Forget you would be better?What you angry of me?I want friendship between you & me, please.

I can do anything for you, but the hardest thing is to forget you, its just like call me keep crushing my head to the wall to forget everything. Now every time I saw you online, I just wanna know what's the different between you blocking me & not replying me? Makes me feels like a moron talking to self & I just don't wanna cry for you anymore. When I saw your new display name, its just like me. What you angry of me?Can I have the present called 'Friendship' from you again?Can you tell me?
I will try to use the time(7th-20th July) when I'm not around Malaysia to forget you.


(i edit post not i can predict future so dun think i 5th july can wrote 6th july de thing)6th July>Well..1B de some Chinese boy(Yu keen J.Kuan D.Duck) dont so gay liao la especially that xiao mei mei Y.Keen wad wad 你会舍不得我..i wont =X ~ -.-" Im juz away for 2 week...but thx for ur greetings..i will take care myself (: ... hope those teacher wont chop me when im bak >_> i oledi got permission !!!Alex going more crazy o.o"~when im not around KL to those 1B who saw this help me tell them that what i wrote to them over here...& the last thing that 2 greedy guy har..dennis wan PS3 as gift & my pap alex wan PSP ..fine i will burn it for you2 wakakakakaka :P

What did I do wrong.?! I may not on9 around 7th july-20th july

Everyone talk to her, she got reply, the only one talk to her won't get reply from her, thats me.
Why just hiding around from me, what did I do wrong, did I speak something that I shouldn't say?

Why we can't even just be friends?Why??Could you just tell me why?This feeling is really sux.


anyway i may not online around 7th July-20th July...

我亲手写的 =P my story & others story :P

Years ago, I stepped in a door called 'Start', I'd thank so long I only could stepped in the 1st step. But the 1st step is a crossroad(means I got 2 choice-), left is face to her & tell her how i feel to her, but I can't spoke out a word when face to her.(Useless jerk adrian =X)Another way is I just e-mail her, but I was regret that what I sent to her, think back what I wrote to her just like a drunk man simply say some weird things. She did replied me(?? & a link, but she also don't know what I wrote, I knew that, since I also don't know why I wrote that & what's the meaning of that letter, if she knew maybe she's god or psychologist something.(=P) So, I just stepped in a door called 'Failure', I'm there's lots of people there just like me & I lock myself inside there.(XD)

Once again now, I'm free myself out of that room. Someone called me, you should tried to get in the 'Start' door again. I'm still thinking that suggestion, I know I should do it but I have no
confident. Maybe sooner................

Everytime I miss her, my brain will auto-play Jordan Chan's 我爱的人 :P
To be continue...(dunno when will continue :P)


Alright...I can't tell who are these 3 people but I just know 2 boys in love a same girl...both in action..well..I cant hope whose gonna success get her heart..coz both my best friend..i oso hope their ship will not bcome Titanic...but the answer is from the girl not me :X if the girl choose who then i just gratz him..but another boy will be really sad..hope they noe to let go & forget...

I cant tell who are they 3..1 boy dun care i help promote :P another he said is secret then the answer could not tell any1~ the girl noe who is that 2 boy~lalala

治成Chee Seng&志城Chee Shing huhu..dun think another side >.>

donald duck(aka DD..wont call him DD anymore :P but if no call him donald duck he no respond lol)/wilson=chin chee shing
well well..today saw wilson's msn name changed & surprise what he wrote..
@ school i juz noe wads happened...
talk talk talk..we exchange ours sad story..we bcome more friendly now huhu..
well..he juz lost & got new target now..good luck..